Exams are finally over. Again, I foresee another round of disappointment upon receiving my results. I am crossing my fingers and pray hard that I can score at least 50marks in order to proceed to other papers. I dread studying, especially preparing for this professional examination.
Planned a list of post exams activities to be completed before I fly to KCH with dear dear. Completed most of my To-Do List. Next few days will be occupied with meet-ups! I miss those people whom I am going to meet. So many things to catch up with them. The next few days will be very eventful. Haha...
I am going to apply for a new job. Wish me all the best to be employed by that particular company. =)
12 more days to go!
Blessed to have you by my side 1:42 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Seriously in need to catch a breather. Dying of exhaustion soon. This company does not offer a single study leave or exam leave. Stressed to the max with only 4 days of leave. I can feel the tension on my brain, shoulders and neck. Actually, every single part of me is break down anytime.
Blessed to have you by my side 11:50 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
Stressed! Stressed! Stressed! I AM DESPERATE FOR A DE-STRESSING SESSION!
I may start hunting for jobs after my exams. No morale to work. Furthermore, the thought of my employment contract makes me super sian. Which sector should I join? I will have to make a decision after my exams. I guess it would either be tax or audit. Going to give other sectors a chance instead of coping myself with only payments, accruals and etc. I should venture other sectors since I am still considered young. Haha...
Fatigue, lethargy, restless, listless, exhaustion got over me this week. I am so worn out. The devil within me always claims victory thus leading to no revisions done for the whole of this week.
I can't help sinking into self-sympathy. Recurring questions keep appearing in my weary brain. Even mummy finds me nag like an old lady. But I simply can't stop doing that! I must pull myself out of this monthly shit and get down to what I am supposed to do.
I finally got my hands on the classy wallet I placed my eyes on! Ta da!!! Retail therapy does help to soothe my stress level. :]
Blessed to have you by my side 12:51 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Why is 93.3 playing all the sad songs? It made me cry even harder. Crying myself to sleep.
Blessed to have you by my side 2:36 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I have been burning midnight oil every day. Sacrificing my very deprived beauty sleep to study till 2 or 3am. Really trying very hard to revise through my studies so that I can practice past year exam questions or memorise those theories. Argh! The evidence of these late nights is reflected on my face. Hate it. Contemplating whether to go for facial this Saturday. Should I or should I not??? The opportunity cost would of course be my revision time and probably more pimples will pop over the month till my next appointment.
Lesson on coming Sunday. Super sian. Next week onwards is my super duper busy week; company closing, dad's accounts, revision lessons and actual lessons ongoing. When can I ever get out of this hectic life? I yearn to sleep, shop and do whatever I please during my free time. But where can I dig some free time out? I dread this kind of life. I must pass my papers as soon as possible else I will die of exhaustion one day.
PS: 64 more days. =)
Blessed to have you by my side 5:09 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
For no reason, I felt so emo all of a sudden. I yearn for his hugs. Miss him so much. Probably due to the monthly women thingy, causing my hormones to go haywire and thus this sudden intense mood swing. Or maybe I am too stressed with my revision. -shrugs-
Sometimes I thought I was dreaming. Having such a great boyfriend does give me insecurity at times. I will often get paranoid and worried that he will leave me one day. If this is a dream, let me be the sleeping beauty in the fairy tale and sleep till he appears and wakes me up. No matter what, I will always treasure my times spent with him. I will always remind myself to treasure everyone around me, though I really do not know how to go around doing it.
ELIZABETH!! STOP BEING SO EMO! GET DOWN TO YOUR STUDIES AND STOP WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME!
PS: 70days to 31.12.09!!! Dear dear! I am looking forward to this day. Hehe...
Blessed to have you by my side 12:49 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Happy 32months to my dearest aka little boy aka little Michelin aka 跳飞机. THANK YOU for staying by my side whenever I need you. Muacks! Dedicate the song title to you only cos the lyrics don't suit us. But I remember you mentioning that this is a nice song. Haha... =P
